Sleep tight, wake up anew...and disappear

The seconds passed and changed the view.
what was blurry is now clear,
what felt right, turned as wrong as anything
could ever be for me here.

The shadows of the sad unborn
are pierced by the light in their eyes,
but I turn away, for their existence
and their parents were both lies.

Today I loved an image that has broken down;
tomorrow I will love a ghost.

there is only so much

There are only so many tears to cry,
there is only so much hurt I can cause.
There is only so much left between us,
and it is more than I can lose.

It's about moving on,
it's about giving up. But mostly
it is about letting you
let me go and be happy.

There are only so many words,
only so many expressions.
There were hundreds of kind looks,
but even more rejections.

And now,

I'm moving on,
I'm giving up, but mostly
I'm letting you
let me go and be happy.