there is only so much

There are only so many tears to cry,
there is only so much hurt I can cause.
There is only so much left between us,
and it is more than I can lose.

It's about moving on,
it's about giving up. But mostly
it is about letting you
let me go and be happy.

There are only so many words,
only so many expressions.
There were hundreds of kind looks,
but even more rejections.

And now,

I'm moving on,
I'm giving up, but mostly
I'm letting you
let me go and be happy.